I'm a very gracious loser, I'm used to losing at stuff. It's not like "aww he sucks at things, FEEL BAD FOR HIM" I'm the youngest in my family, so I've had alot of practice at losing.
I kind of have some problems with groups of people or people that I don't know. Like anxiety and stuff. I do what I can to take steps forward and try to progress and be open with what I struggle with. But my friends can be insensitive to my problems.
I definitely pushed my limits on what I am comfortable with, which sounds like it should be good but I pushed too hard.
That's why I like animals. They don't care what your problems are as long as you love them, then they love you back.